I’ll tell my Crush
- Patrick Shyaka
- Jan 15, 2019
- 2 min read
I’ll tell you you are beautiful because that’s all in my mind right now, I’ll tell you my feelings because I wasted a lot of time and I’ve had enough, You’ve been nothing but true, stunning and intimidating, I’ve seen you smile all the time, I’ve touched that light soft skin once, I’ve witnessed your shallow heart and I loved every part of it.
I’ll tell you that I’ve been so shy, That I’ve been creating scenarios on how I could approach you, That in each case I’m a badass, and that you end up mine, But in each real situation I just freeze up and can’t say anything, I’ll tell you I’m a fool to let you go.
I’ll tell you that I know you are special That everyone noticed and you had friends I always wanted to be part of, That each time I decide to finally step up, you were with another guy, That it pains me, but again I know I’m not special to attract my deserved princess.
I’ll tell you everything you need to know, I’ll kneel down and grasp the single moment you’ll be talking to me, I’ll feel incredible when this day arrives, When you will need me for whatever reason, Because that’s when I’ll man up and tell you, you are amazing.
Oh, fuck it! I’ve been depressed ever since, The fact that I analyzed you, and fell in love, The fact that I let so much time to prove you I’m the one, The fact that you might not feel anything back, The fact that you might not even care about the one, I’ve been depressed of you, I’ve been only thinking of you, And in the end, what does it help with?
So I’ll tell you, every little thing I loved about you, Every smile, every pavement of your body, every art Every little beauty inside you, I’ll tell you all. Because I need to end being intimidated by how you shine, Because I’ve been carrying this around for a long time.
I’ll tell you all my feelings, all my promises, all my dreams with you I’ll introduce myself properly, when I get a chance, I’ll tell you I’m a mess and I need you, and if that’s too freaky for you to hear, I’ll just know I don’t have regrets no more, Since I’ll have told you everything in my heart.
( A dialogue
/* today I’m finally going to tell her… (I knock on her door and she opens) “I am sorry to bother you, I just… I just wanted to tell you… uh uh…” (And here I go again being shy!!!) *\ )
Will I really tell you though, will this endless agony ever retire? Will I man up or will I one day forget about you? All I know is, you will always be in my heart. I will always regret what I didn’t do but…
I always love you N.
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